我的脚趾 在沙滩上 挥了一挥
上面字迹 温暖了心 温暖了你
空中淡香 是一种幸福的回想
鸟儿轻唱 有了春天的画像
你卧在怀里和BABY一样
你呼吸的惯性被迫于
微弱的气息改变憧憬
在爱你的字迹填上个句点
在春天的画像加上冬季的寒意
你卧在怀里熟睡不在起。。。
The above gives the extremes in life that we all encounters at some times of this journey. I have always been very entrigued by the extreme contrast of things in the same time dimension. That is where in the same particular period of time, the exact opposites can results.
The above words tells a romance between 2 young couple basking in the springs of love. The first verse paints a very loving and beautiful picture that they were experiencing. However, i added a third line which i was hopping would be able to bring a hint of the things that will happen in the end.
2nd verse paints the extreme opposite of its former. Her breathe weakens, the little sentence dot ends the beautifuls words that were soken initially and Spring time has been littered with the chills of the winter cold brought through by the passing of the lady.
I would like to share these:
1) i did not put in the emotions of the guy because i would actully wants the reader to put themseleves in the shoes of the guy and feel the poinancy and extreme sadness brought about by the passsing. One could actually be in a shock and react nonchantly or even so overcome by emotions that no words cannot describe the impact of the demise.
2) The passing of the lady need not have to be seen as it is. It could be many things as well. The passing of a romance that will never come by again, the passing of dear one, the passing of an oppportunity, the passing of a gathering... All this would mean the extreme lost of "x" that may never come by again...
The thought of lossing something and never will we be able to get it back again, is really the cruelty the world bears upon us human beings. Why give us feelings if all we could feel is pain...? All however is not so bad as the loss is balance by the beauty that happened initially. The love and joy that springs brought gives reprived to the world we are constantly embeded in. The lack of expression of feelings from the guy may also be due to his expectation of what is to happen the very same moment. Or it sould be the lack of my personal experience that i was unable to related the feeling to you all. This feeling is one things i hope i never be able to expressed...
PEACE LOVE AND MORE OF THESE...
nourish itself with the beauty nature provides... overcome adversities that earth put forth... shelters the tired souls with the careless whispers of melodious chimes this good earth provides...
Monday, September 20, 2004
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Society and World
**read from bottom up**
morgan: Dont you reside in the society that is vibrant in the world? So other than the society that builds up the world what do you think the world encompasses?
ABC: world sounds much bigger than society..
morgan: what different does it makes?
ABC: the world isn't really that bad.. it's the society..
morgan: trials and tribulations just make you feel that the world is a lousier place to live in...thats why you have to hang in there...
ABC: ha.. thks.. i'm trying.. not to think too far..
xy: Trials and tribulations will mould and make you stronger. Hang in there.
** read from here**
The above post does not try to demean anyone or try in any other way to prove that i am absolutely right. It is just the way i feel about the things and all should not be taken seriously and be broaded over. I am as ignorant as anyone just that i prefer to let known my ignorance and share my views. Below is how i feel,
society:
NOUN: 1a. The totality of social relationships among humans. b. A group of humans broadly distinguished from other groups by mutual interests, participation in characteristic relationships, shared institutions, and a common culture. c. The institutions and culture of a distinct self-perpetuating group.
World: **There are many meanings but i just extracted this to present my point**
5a. Humankind considered as social beings; human society
so is there a difference? what does the world we lived in encompasses? Aren't the things all around us the only things in our own world? or should i say in the society? It really does not matter because what we live in a society. Human society to be precise. As diverse as the cultures,race, language, religion still goes with a doubt, it is still very much a Human society.
To say that the world is more than just the human society would mean to bring in other forms of life that impact the world. Animals have a lesser role to play in the society ever since the stone age man discovered fire and they all started to end up in cookbooks. Greens, esp. trees are constantly being cut and destroyed to make way for who? Human beings...Aliens? Nasa is still venturing out to look for E.T. Gods and Ghosts are still very much beliefs and religionised ( i will not touch on it as it will take about another day and is a different topic altogether).
World, you may say is affected constantly by natural disaster which human beings are in no control over. And so the world would mean natural disasters as well. But hey! doesnt natural disasters affects human beings directly? It is still human society bearing the full brunt of the impact.
You and me, we all lived in this world. We are very much in this altogether and how big this world goes is as far as how big the socity is. Is the world bigger than the society that we resides in? I beg to differ....
morgan: Dont you reside in the society that is vibrant in the world? So other than the society that builds up the world what do you think the world encompasses?
ABC: world sounds much bigger than society..
morgan: what different does it makes?
ABC: the world isn't really that bad.. it's the society..
morgan: trials and tribulations just make you feel that the world is a lousier place to live in...thats why you have to hang in there...
ABC: ha.. thks.. i'm trying.. not to think too far..
xy: Trials and tribulations will mould and make you stronger. Hang in there.
** read from here**
The above post does not try to demean anyone or try in any other way to prove that i am absolutely right. It is just the way i feel about the things and all should not be taken seriously and be broaded over. I am as ignorant as anyone just that i prefer to let known my ignorance and share my views. Below is how i feel,
society:
NOUN: 1a. The totality of social relationships among humans. b. A group of humans broadly distinguished from other groups by mutual interests, participation in characteristic relationships, shared institutions, and a common culture. c. The institutions and culture of a distinct self-perpetuating group.
World: **There are many meanings but i just extracted this to present my point**
5a. Humankind considered as social beings; human society
so is there a difference? what does the world we lived in encompasses? Aren't the things all around us the only things in our own world? or should i say in the society? It really does not matter because what we live in a society. Human society to be precise. As diverse as the cultures,race, language, religion still goes with a doubt, it is still very much a Human society.
To say that the world is more than just the human society would mean to bring in other forms of life that impact the world. Animals have a lesser role to play in the society ever since the stone age man discovered fire and they all started to end up in cookbooks. Greens, esp. trees are constantly being cut and destroyed to make way for who? Human beings...Aliens? Nasa is still venturing out to look for E.T. Gods and Ghosts are still very much beliefs and religionised ( i will not touch on it as it will take about another day and is a different topic altogether).
World, you may say is affected constantly by natural disaster which human beings are in no control over. And so the world would mean natural disasters as well. But hey! doesnt natural disasters affects human beings directly? It is still human society bearing the full brunt of the impact.
You and me, we all lived in this world. We are very much in this altogether and how big this world goes is as far as how big the socity is. Is the world bigger than the society that we resides in? I beg to differ....
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
默哀
我们在同样的天空下为自己的生活忙碌。
美天忙的不可开交，麻痹了神经线。
感觉就像浮萍，无法沉淀，
任涛涛不绝的工作量遂意摧碎。
明明知道累了就要歇脚，却还在每天熬夜。
悲伤的感觉此刻强烈，面对我想要的明天，
有如哑巴吃着黄连。
就怕坏东西无法被取代，明天也许还是要默哀，
每天过的生活还要期待？
美天忙的不可开交，麻痹了神经线。
感觉就像浮萍，无法沉淀，
任涛涛不绝的工作量遂意摧碎。
明明知道累了就要歇脚，却还在每天熬夜。
悲伤的感觉此刻强烈，面对我想要的明天，
有如哑巴吃着黄连。
就怕坏东西无法被取代，明天也许还是要默哀，
每天过的生活还要期待？
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Friends
第一次的遇见，感觉并不亲切。
你笑得疯颠，我装酷够炫。
同样的空间，感觉却是疏远。
朋友这词汇，我们都难以了解。
是什麽时候我们聊开了话题？
对之间意识了朋友的感觉。
对周围的小事啼笑皆非。
对789，黑白猜，十五二十，
有了很深奥哲学。
是什麽时候彼此之间，
对朋友这词汇，有了一些感觉。
向日葵的美，蝴蝶雀跃。
生命力，就像时间，好无界限。
朋友的呕心沥血，就是灿烂，就是阳艳阳天。
向日葵的笑脸，滋润麻痹了的容颜。
生命力，就像花卉，偶尔凋谢。
朋友无私的灌溉，就是氧气，就是生命指引。
你笑得疯颠，我装酷够炫。
同样的空间，感觉却是疏远。
朋友这词汇，我们都难以了解。
是什麽时候我们聊开了话题？
对之间意识了朋友的感觉。
对周围的小事啼笑皆非。
对789，黑白猜，十五二十，
有了很深奥哲学。
是什麽时候彼此之间，
对朋友这词汇，有了一些感觉。
向日葵的美，蝴蝶雀跃。
生命力，就像时间，好无界限。
朋友的呕心沥血，就是灿烂，就是阳艳阳天。
向日葵的笑脸，滋润麻痹了的容颜。
生命力，就像花卉，偶尔凋谢。
朋友无私的灌溉，就是氧气，就是生命指引。
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Contradictions
Things seems to have been happening so extremely fast that i am still somewhat lost as the school term started... Haven't really feel the full effects of the work load yet and is lucky enough to still seems to be still able to hang around and steal a couple of moments to indulge myself in things that i really like to do... Hope this will be the case for the rest of the year. But to be in the comfort zone for such a long time is situation i dont really want to be in. Guess the next term ahead will be full of excitement and unknowns...
The unpredictabilty of life itself is intriguing and exciting but at the same time you will feel extremely vulnerable to the subject itself. Every move that we make leads us somewhere, the question here is where does it leads us to? The destination of course is something that we can at times predict but never be definite about and that itself is frustrating. So many a times we decided to just do our best and let life be! Hey hold it man! There is a problem here...
Why then do we complain about the unfairness of life? Questions like:
"how can a coffee lady strike a 2.38million lottery?"
" how can the lucky bastards be so freaking rich?"
"why ain't i in the deans' list?"
"what is such a sexy gal with the strange man?"
"Where the silver spoon in my mouth supose to be?"
"Why do i like her so much and she does not recipocrate?" never fails to crop up time and again in our minds...
Most of the time it just to let of some steam and then we will be back again running to rush the datelines and carry on with the normal routine and start to forget about all those things till the next time they crop up... The cycle goes on and on.... Can we break this cycle of thought and fully realised the very essence of existence? This is the one of those open ended questions that many people hold different views about never will there be a best answer to it...
As diverse as the question is our views about life itself , we will never ever make the best choice because it always seems that the grass is greener on the other side and may be there isnt even a best solution to all problems...
Life is fair to me because i have still my family, my gal, good friends i can truly turn to when in need and the contentment and appreciation at all the things that i am experiencing as of this moment... But if one fine day those are taken away... would i still feel this way i feel about life itself? I beg to defer...
The above is seeming a chuck of very contradicting words... But they are at least as real and as contradicting as my world that i live in... Please do share it with me...
"Others say the blogging world is for sad, deluded, self-absorbed and frustrated writers"
"...we are really happy people...wow what a beautiful world i live in" (Xiaxue)
(Sunday times 15/08/05)
I would not defend either notion... because to do justice to one is to infact commit a heinious crime on the other... Both notions are very much true and to be defensive when negative words are put forth would really shortchanged the way we all should look at the things we experience...
The unpredictabilty of life itself is intriguing and exciting but at the same time you will feel extremely vulnerable to the subject itself. Every move that we make leads us somewhere, the question here is where does it leads us to? The destination of course is something that we can at times predict but never be definite about and that itself is frustrating. So many a times we decided to just do our best and let life be! Hey hold it man! There is a problem here...
Why then do we complain about the unfairness of life? Questions like:
"how can a coffee lady strike a 2.38million lottery?"
" how can the lucky bastards be so freaking rich?"
"why ain't i in the deans' list?"
"what is such a sexy gal with the strange man?"
"Where the silver spoon in my mouth supose to be?"
"Why do i like her so much and she does not recipocrate?" never fails to crop up time and again in our minds...
Most of the time it just to let of some steam and then we will be back again running to rush the datelines and carry on with the normal routine and start to forget about all those things till the next time they crop up... The cycle goes on and on.... Can we break this cycle of thought and fully realised the very essence of existence? This is the one of those open ended questions that many people hold different views about never will there be a best answer to it...
As diverse as the question is our views about life itself , we will never ever make the best choice because it always seems that the grass is greener on the other side and may be there isnt even a best solution to all problems...
Life is fair to me because i have still my family, my gal, good friends i can truly turn to when in need and the contentment and appreciation at all the things that i am experiencing as of this moment... But if one fine day those are taken away... would i still feel this way i feel about life itself? I beg to defer...
The above is seeming a chuck of very contradicting words... But they are at least as real and as contradicting as my world that i live in... Please do share it with me...
"Others say the blogging world is for sad, deluded, self-absorbed and frustrated writers"
"...we are really happy people...wow what a beautiful world i live in" (Xiaxue)
(Sunday times 15/08/05)
I would not defend either notion... because to do justice to one is to infact commit a heinious crime on the other... Both notions are very much true and to be defensive when negative words are put forth would really shortchanged the way we all should look at the things we experience...