我想寻找守护星的意义
但荧光屏数十行诗句没法传达我的心意
守护你的心没有字可以传递
守护你的星让它默默跟随
我想把守护星包装得亮亮晶晶
却发现完美的无缺让世界疲惫
我的平凡和缺陷让我的世界轻松不累
我的不亮不晶是你灿烂散发而愿意
守护星守护我们真挚单纯的爱情
守护星守护你的寂寞心情让孤寂没了头绪
守护星守护每一个你我的心跳
就让它带我们走
路途在遥远在危险
它会守护
守护你我的心
nourish itself with the beauty nature provides... overcome adversities that earth put forth... shelters the tired souls with the careless whispers of melodious chimes this good earth provides...
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Thursday, June 16, 2005
A letter to Colin
Dear Colin,
I have seen the change in you and the way you live our life. It is heartening to see the cheerful smile and that strong character that you eluded when you gave the speech on your wedding. You have grown in more ways than one. Life experiences made us stronger people, sometimes they destroy the very beliefs we have about life. BUT we do manage to recover!
Work, like what you message me on monday morning, has taken a different meaning; you now have your families to care for. Responsibilities to fulfil may take its toil babe but praise the lord for he will watch out for you and life the burden off your shoulders like he once did.
I,myself, while making the video for the wedding felt very touch by the "feel" you and peggy eluded. Even when i have seen it many times during the making, i felt touch and tears swarm my weary eyes when i felt the emotions. Such feelings are true and real, and it comes from you to peggy as well as from peggy to you. These feelings touch me and made me believe in what i do and what i love to do. That is to love! I wish "forever love" in your new journey with peggy who walk besides you...
From someone who felt the love,
JunKai
I have seen the change in you and the way you live our life. It is heartening to see the cheerful smile and that strong character that you eluded when you gave the speech on your wedding. You have grown in more ways than one. Life experiences made us stronger people, sometimes they destroy the very beliefs we have about life. BUT we do manage to recover!
Work, like what you message me on monday morning, has taken a different meaning; you now have your families to care for. Responsibilities to fulfil may take its toil babe but praise the lord for he will watch out for you and life the burden off your shoulders like he once did.
I,myself, while making the video for the wedding felt very touch by the "feel" you and peggy eluded. Even when i have seen it many times during the making, i felt touch and tears swarm my weary eyes when i felt the emotions. Such feelings are true and real, and it comes from you to peggy as well as from peggy to you. These feelings touch me and made me believe in what i do and what i love to do. That is to love! I wish "forever love" in your new journey with peggy who walk besides you...
From someone who felt the love,
JunKai
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Sunny Day
I have just started out on my first real job; Air Traffic Controller. Monday will be the start of my first course and for 3 months i will have to be hitting the books again. I hope those modules will be less taxing on the mind to allow me more time to do the video edittings for the wedding videos that i took recently. I really got nothing much to express other than waiting for my gal to call me, as i am typing the posts, to pick up the "BA ZHANG"(RICE DUMPLINGS). The only reason why i am posting this is to hope you listen to this song by CORRINE MAY "Let It Go". Yes! It wont make you feel better on bad day... The song has no theraputic effect, those sudden changes in moods comes only from the very conciousness of your private & secret emotions... This song only hopes to spur that conciousness of yours...
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Holi"DAY"
Hi all! For all those that has visited and seen that nothing new had been published, i would have to apologise for my laziness and unwillingness to the commitment to posting because too many things just filled my agenda.
From the day i posted the last one which was on the 14th, i had been to 2 trips; Bintan Angsana Resort and Tioman Paya Beach. I really love the the sun, sand but not so much the sea. After all the hype and excitement has sunk in, i am back in my melancholy mood. As much as i have very much to write about those places, i cannot express myself well enough in words. Nevertheless, effort shall be encourage by the ignorance of my linguistic abilities.
My trip to Bintan Angsana with Sandy made me appreciate a liitle more of her. I felt that having been together through these 8 years brought for us the chance to see the relationship develop in many different ways; as a friend, partner, and a couple. The problem in all relationship is the ability for it to last once the fiery passion of the charging hormones subsides. At least i never felt that way, i hope i never will. Every step in the past years that went along the way, we try the best we could to walk together and there are times when the path was a little difficult to track upon; i can still remember the every sunday night that she will accompany me at my place before i had to book in to my camp during national service. Those days were the saddest but at least she was there always. Even though i never really felt the importance of her then, i have to say i am really touch by all those little things she did for me which an immature sucker like me then would never appreciate. I feel so bastardly and sick of myself! Sorry babe! Such trips allows me to have a better understanding of the relationship and through these trips when the mind is relax, we are able to communicate more effectively and gets to do different things. Such experimentations are catalytic inducers that spurs the passion for the relationship. I hope to go on another trip with her and the next time i wish to be going to a winter melbourne and have a chocolate brownie under the warmth of the buring charcoal by the Yarra River upon the night sky...
My Tioman trip was with the willy, tua na, CB, and kah wee. Even though we are close friends, i never felt that there was a chance for a heart to heart talk about the stuffs we would like to know more about but feels shy to ask. Maybe we are not ready for it or the expressions of emotions for guys are generally tedious unless of course we are gays. We all had a good time playing soccer by the beach, snokerlling in a not so many fishes seas and swimming in a super small pool. Not forgetting the food we had at the restaurant and the way Liverpool snatch the game away from the hands of A.C Milan. Yes! How can i forget the many chicken burgers and milo or teh O ice! Shiok! I hope to have another trip with them or may be others can tag along the next time. The next time we may do exactly the very same things but we, however, may be a very different person already and i hope to get to know more about the different person.
From the day i posted the last one which was on the 14th, i had been to 2 trips; Bintan Angsana Resort and Tioman Paya Beach. I really love the the sun, sand but not so much the sea. After all the hype and excitement has sunk in, i am back in my melancholy mood. As much as i have very much to write about those places, i cannot express myself well enough in words. Nevertheless, effort shall be encourage by the ignorance of my linguistic abilities.
My trip to Bintan Angsana with Sandy made me appreciate a liitle more of her. I felt that having been together through these 8 years brought for us the chance to see the relationship develop in many different ways; as a friend, partner, and a couple. The problem in all relationship is the ability for it to last once the fiery passion of the charging hormones subsides. At least i never felt that way, i hope i never will. Every step in the past years that went along the way, we try the best we could to walk together and there are times when the path was a little difficult to track upon; i can still remember the every sunday night that she will accompany me at my place before i had to book in to my camp during national service. Those days were the saddest but at least she was there always. Even though i never really felt the importance of her then, i have to say i am really touch by all those little things she did for me which an immature sucker like me then would never appreciate. I feel so bastardly and sick of myself! Sorry babe! Such trips allows me to have a better understanding of the relationship and through these trips when the mind is relax, we are able to communicate more effectively and gets to do different things. Such experimentations are catalytic inducers that spurs the passion for the relationship. I hope to go on another trip with her and the next time i wish to be going to a winter melbourne and have a chocolate brownie under the warmth of the buring charcoal by the Yarra River upon the night sky...
My Tioman trip was with the willy, tua na, CB, and kah wee. Even though we are close friends, i never felt that there was a chance for a heart to heart talk about the stuffs we would like to know more about but feels shy to ask. Maybe we are not ready for it or the expressions of emotions for guys are generally tedious unless of course we are gays. We all had a good time playing soccer by the beach, snokerlling in a not so many fishes seas and swimming in a super small pool. Not forgetting the food we had at the restaurant and the way Liverpool snatch the game away from the hands of A.C Milan. Yes! How can i forget the many chicken burgers and milo or teh O ice! Shiok! I hope to have another trip with them or may be others can tag along the next time. The next time we may do exactly the very same things but we, however, may be a very different person already and i hope to get to know more about the different person.