Thursday, April 21, 2005

No Title

Guess i should do some updating after such a long while... i am in the computer cluster now and dont seems to have any stories to share... Recent times have been of Human Resource, Materials for engineers, automation in manufacturing... I feel like puking! It really is ridiculous when you are going to work as an air traffic controller and the last few subjects you are taking are no where near your job scope! I will be taking out my notes in a few minutes time and while i will be reading them, the feeling i get will only be that of "IRONY"!! May be the world i lived in is ironic to the extent of being ridiculous... Or may be i have reached a cross road where taking the first step towards one route causes me to drool at the prospects of the other... Imagine going to an interview and think about trying to land our hands at other jobs! HA...ironic isn't it? We have always hear things like "go do what you want", "believe in yourself", "aim and achieve". BUT those are only on the pretext that you already know what you want! The problem is: I know NUTS about what i want...
Why must everything have pros and cons? Can't they be straight forward? Makes life easier if things are less complicated and we do not have to content with what we will be missing out. Example? Chasing the sexy bloke and forgoing the chance to go out with the beautiful ones! Life is like an oversized menu... We go to restuarants pondering what to eat, come to school choosing what subjects to take, go shopping choosing what shoes to buy, live our lives choosing who to walk besides... Never can we be contented because there are always other choices... Choices that gives you another shot at a different life altogether and to not live that different life is really to crave for it, isn't it?
I would love for an exciting life but sometimes it is really not possible unless i live another one... Maybe being contented is enough but it never is going to really convince me... i will just have to suffer the fate of my choices... Though not all my choices are bad, some however are that of uncertainties... Should i stand at the cross road and wait for the sexy bloke and the beautiful lady to come? Or bash my way out looking for the unexplored? No one can give me any inkling as to what i have to deal with... I hope it is not too much...
After reading this, you will feel that the above gives you nothing at all. You will not take anything away from it and it will not value add you... "Life just dont value add you in any way... If it does, you should feel enriched, but that is never going to be the case because for everything that you try to achieve, you left some down the road that fails to get picked up..."For that, this post is just nothing.... So discard everthing that you have read and "Go ahead to get what you want!"...
"what you cannot get is what you would most ultimately wished to pocess"
"Grass is always greener on the other side..."

Sunday, April 10, 2005

目不转睛

这首歌献给你…
每一次想到我们还在恋爱
我都会笑的有一点开心
你让我在喧哗都市“目不转睛”…