Holi"DAY"

Hi all! For all those that has visited and seen that nothing new had been published, i would have to apologise for my laziness and unwillingness to the commitment to posting because too many things just filled my agenda.

From the day i posted the last one which was on the 14th, i had been to 2 trips; Bintan Angsana Resort and Tioman Paya Beach. I really love the the sun, sand but not so much the sea. After all the hype and excitement has sunk in, i am back in my melancholy mood. As much as i have very much to write about those places, i cannot express myself well enough in words. Nevertheless, effort shall be encourage by the ignorance of my linguistic abilities.

My trip to Bintan Angsana with Sandy made me appreciate a liitle more of her. I felt that having been together through these 8 years brought for us the chance to see the relationship develop in many different ways; as a friend, partner, and a couple. The problem in all relationship is the ability for it to last once the fiery passion of the charging hormones subsides. At least i never felt that way, i hope i never will. Every step in the past years that went along the way, we try the best we could to walk together and there are times when the path was a little difficult to track upon; i can still remember the every sunday night that she will accompany me at my place before i had to book in to my camp during national service. Those days were the saddest but at least she was there always. Even though i never really felt the importance of her then, i have to say i am really touch by all those little things she did for me which an immature sucker like me then would never appreciate. I feel so bastardly and sick of myself! Sorry babe! Such trips allows me to have a better understanding of the relationship and through these trips when the mind is relax, we are able to communicate more effectively and gets to do different things. Such experimentations are catalytic inducers that spurs the passion for the relationship. I hope to go on another trip with her and the next time i wish to be going to a winter melbourne and have a chocolate brownie under the warmth of the buring charcoal by the Yarra River upon the night sky...

My Tioman trip was with the willy, tua na, CB, and kah wee. Even though we are close friends, i never felt that there was a chance for a heart to heart talk about the stuffs we would like to know more about but feels shy to ask. Maybe we are not ready for it or the expressions of emotions for guys are generally tedious unless of course we are gays. We all had a good time playing soccer by the beach, snokerlling in a not so many fishes seas and swimming in a super small pool. Not forgetting the food we had at the restaurant and the way Liverpool snatch the game away from the hands of A.C Milan. Yes! How can i forget the many chicken burgers and milo or teh O ice! Shiok! I hope to have another trip with them or may be others can tag along the next time. The next time we may do exactly the very same things but we, however, may be a very different person already and i hope to get to know more about the different person.