Sunday Morning Rain

How nice for it to have rain on a sunday morning... Bet all of you guys and gals are lying cool in your bed with the sweetest dreams. Have not been sleeping well. The busy examination and Final Year Project month was keeping my mind so darn alert. Wonder what will happen when i become an air traffic controller! Guess i would have to sleep with my eyes open and teeth grinded. Sipritually, physically and mentally, i have drained.
Hace not been feeding my brain and keeping my mind keen on the religous stuffs i would like to read up on... may be the next book i will pick up will be "understanding islam"... I like to know more about the other religions to gain a better understanding of how religions can generate an ensemble of loyal believers and made them all believe the world revolves just around that religion. I have read this book "when religions becomes evil" and one of the points that came out and hit me strongly is when the religion preaches the absolute truth theory... That is only their religion and theirs alone is the one true way to god... i feel that such stance would create a "i m right, you are wrong" thinking... maybe the fact is "we are all right" and it just so happens we believe in a different version of the same history that was read to us in a different way... i hope to read more...
Oh yes! I guess the teachers of today is really going to have a rough time... I saw a sweet secondary school girl boosting about the fanciful vulgar language that she so politely delivered to her teacher... She felt that the teacher deserved it... Oh my god... what has happen to my world... Are the youths leading a hard time? Do they really have so much of deprivation and frustrations that needed to be vented on some poor souls who really wanted to help them do well? i have been a teacher and i know the stressful nature of the work and believe me... i was really quite depress for a while... for you guys who doubted the stressfulness of the job please go and try it then help me deal with the shit... even though i had an easy class but i guess i expected too much out of myself... hope my air traffic career will be a little more manageable...
"i feel fat!" Really need a good work out... sunday moring should have been soccer but the guys rae all so busy recently and none have time for a good game of soccer... tomorrow may be gym day and have not been torturing my biceps, triceps, and all the "xxx"ceps that ever needed to be pump up shall be accomplished soon... i hope...
I wish only for a dear friend of mine to quit smoking.... i really do... he says he wanna do it after the exams but it seems to me that he really does not want to... i have given my coffee but he is still with his little stick that eats his life away... Let wish for this poor soul to find the courage soon to stop...

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Guess i should do some updating after such a long while... i am in the computer cluster now and dont seems to have any stories to share... Recent times have been of Human Resource, Materials for engineers, automation in manufacturing... I feel like puking! It really is ridiculous when you are going to work as an air traffic controller and the last few subjects you are taking are no where near your job scope! I will be taking out my notes in a few minutes time and while i will be reading them, the feeling i get will only be that of "IRONY"!! May be the world i lived in is ironic to the extent of being ridiculous... Or may be i have reached a cross road where taking the first step towards one route causes me to drool at the prospects of the other... Imagine going to an interview and think about trying to land our hands at other jobs! HA...ironic isn't it? We have always hear things like "go do what you want", "believe in yourself", "aim and achieve". BUT those are only on the pretext that you already know what you want! The problem is: I know NUTS about what i want...
Why must everything have pros and cons? Can't they be straight forward? Makes life easier if things are less complicated and we do not have to content with what we will be missing out. Example? Chasing the sexy bloke and forgoing the chance to go out with the beautiful ones! Life is like an oversized menu... We go to restuarants pondering what to eat, come to school choosing what subjects to take, go shopping choosing what shoes to buy, live our lives choosing who to walk besides... Never can we be contented because there are always other choices... Choices that gives you another shot at a different life altogether and to not live that different life is really to crave for it, isn't it?
I would love for an exciting life but sometimes it is really not possible unless i live another one... Maybe being contented is enough but it never is going to really convince me... i will just have to suffer the fate of my choices... Though not all my choices are bad, some however are that of uncertainties... Should i stand at the cross road and wait for the sexy bloke and the beautiful lady to come? Or bash my way out looking for the unexplored? No one can give me any inkling as to what i have to deal with... I hope it is not too much...
After reading this, you will feel that the above gives you nothing at all. You will not take anything away from it and it will not value add you... "Life just dont value add you in any way... If it does, you should feel enriched, but that is never going to be the case because for everything that you try to achieve, you left some down the road that fails to get picked up..."For that, this post is just nothing.... So discard everthing that you have read and "Go ahead to get what you want!"...
"what you cannot get is what you would most ultimately wished to pocess"
"Grass is always greener on the other side..."

目不转睛

这首歌献给你…
每一次想到我们还在恋爱
我都会笑的有一点开心
你让我在喧哗都市“目不转睛”…

小人物

我没有想过要把自己的见解塞满谁的脑袋
我没有想过要去侵犯谁的敏感地代
我的思维再细腻也只是为了合乎自己的情绪
就算是在怎么不堪一击
道出的都是自己经历的人生戏剧
伟大的事留给别人去忙碌
周遭的小小事务我来全情投入
独木桥的不拥挤
我想我能走出自己
阳光大道散发的光芒
我害怕会被刺伤
在人生的路途上
知己难寻
我有的猪朋狗友让我珍惜于关心
风花雪月的爱情我不谈过
简简单单的爱比较适合心情
今天到回家的感觉竟是这几天来
最快乐的事家的咖啡
溢出一些些温暖的可贵
这就是我的世界
我应该说是小人物的世界。。。

Simplicity

This is

simplicity....












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