I just love this piece of music so much... This is from Enya's album a day without rain. The lyrics is from one of the song or music "Pilgrim". Reflects the struggles we go through each day to find the reasons for the things we are doing or have done, the routes we took that lead to our dreams... Or are those just the prophecies foretold by others in the life we have lived or will be living...
I really like this piece of music... Strangely this song seems so abt and really fits into my life like a jig... Isn't it a nice feeling to know that someone out there share the same feelings as you are and these feelings really transcient everything we have known... We share the same thoughts and whisper them in this beautiful forest i call my home...
Have a nice hot drink(coffee for me), dim the lights and enjoy this piece which last for about 2 minutes... Please spare me the time... Hope you would appreciate what i truly enjoy!
Pilgrim
Pilgrim, how you journey on the road you chose
To find out where the winds die and where the stories go
All days come from one day that you must know
You cannot change what's over but only where you go
One way leads to diamonds, one way leads to gold
Another leads you only to everything you're told
In your heart you wonder which of these is true;
The road that leads to nowhere, the road that leads to you
Will you find the answer in all you say and do?
Will you find the answer in you?
Each heart is a pilgrim
Each one wants to know the reason why the winds die
And where the stories go
Pilgrim, in your journey you may travel far
For pilgrim it's a long way to find out who you are...
Pilgrim, it's a long way to find out who you are...
What a nice piece of work to behold... Shiok right?
nourish itself with the beauty nature provides... overcome adversities that earth put forth... shelters the tired souls with the careless whispers of melodious chimes this good earth provides...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Sunday, May 08, 2005
Sunday Morning Rain
How nice for it to have rain on a sunday morning... Bet all of you guys and gals are lying cool in your bed with the sweetest dreams. Have not been sleeping well. The busy examination and Final Year Project month was keeping my mind so darn alert. Wonder what will happen when i become an air traffic controller! Guess i would have to sleep with my eyes open and teeth grinded. Sipritually, physically and mentally, i have drained.
Hace not been feeding my brain and keeping my mind keen on the religous stuffs i would like to read up on... may be the next book i will pick up will be "understanding islam"... I like to know more about the other religions to gain a better understanding of how religions can generate an ensemble of loyal believers and made them all believe the world revolves just around that religion. I have read this book "when religions becomes evil" and one of the points that came out and hit me strongly is when the religion preaches the absolute truth theory... That is only their religion and theirs alone is the one true way to god... i feel that such stance would create a "i m right, you are wrong" thinking... maybe the fact is "we are all right" and it just so happens we believe in a different version of the same history that was read to us in a different way... i hope to read more...
Oh yes! I guess the teachers of today is really going to have a rough time... I saw a sweet secondary school girl boosting about the fanciful vulgar language that she so politely delivered to her teacher... She felt that the teacher deserved it... Oh my god... what has happen to my world... Are the youths leading a hard time? Do they really have so much of deprivation and frustrations that needed to be vented on some poor souls who really wanted to help them do well? i have been a teacher and i know the stressful nature of the work and believe me... i was really quite depress for a while... for you guys who doubted the stressfulness of the job please go and try it then help me deal with the shit... even though i had an easy class but i guess i expected too much out of myself... hope my air traffic career will be a little more manageable...
"i feel fat!" Really need a good work out... sunday moring should have been soccer but the guys rae all so busy recently and none have time for a good game of soccer... tomorrow may be gym day and have not been torturing my biceps, triceps, and all the "xxx"ceps that ever needed to be pump up shall be accomplished soon... i hope...
I wish only for a dear friend of mine to quit smoking.... i really do... he says he wanna do it after the exams but it seems to me that he really does not want to... i have given my coffee but he is still with his little stick that eats his life away... Let wish for this poor soul to find the courage soon to stop...
Hace not been feeding my brain and keeping my mind keen on the religous stuffs i would like to read up on... may be the next book i will pick up will be "understanding islam"... I like to know more about the other religions to gain a better understanding of how religions can generate an ensemble of loyal believers and made them all believe the world revolves just around that religion. I have read this book "when religions becomes evil" and one of the points that came out and hit me strongly is when the religion preaches the absolute truth theory... That is only their religion and theirs alone is the one true way to god... i feel that such stance would create a "i m right, you are wrong" thinking... maybe the fact is "we are all right" and it just so happens we believe in a different version of the same history that was read to us in a different way... i hope to read more...
Oh yes! I guess the teachers of today is really going to have a rough time... I saw a sweet secondary school girl boosting about the fanciful vulgar language that she so politely delivered to her teacher... She felt that the teacher deserved it... Oh my god... what has happen to my world... Are the youths leading a hard time? Do they really have so much of deprivation and frustrations that needed to be vented on some poor souls who really wanted to help them do well? i have been a teacher and i know the stressful nature of the work and believe me... i was really quite depress for a while... for you guys who doubted the stressfulness of the job please go and try it then help me deal with the shit... even though i had an easy class but i guess i expected too much out of myself... hope my air traffic career will be a little more manageable...
"i feel fat!" Really need a good work out... sunday moring should have been soccer but the guys rae all so busy recently and none have time for a good game of soccer... tomorrow may be gym day and have not been torturing my biceps, triceps, and all the "xxx"ceps that ever needed to be pump up shall be accomplished soon... i hope...
I wish only for a dear friend of mine to quit smoking.... i really do... he says he wanna do it after the exams but it seems to me that he really does not want to... i have given my coffee but he is still with his little stick that eats his life away... Let wish for this poor soul to find the courage soon to stop...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
No Title
Guess i should do some updating after such a long while... i am in the computer cluster now and dont seems to have any stories to share... Recent times have been of Human Resource, Materials for engineers, automation in manufacturing... I feel like puking! It really is ridiculous when you are going to work as an air traffic controller and the last few subjects you are taking are no where near your job scope! I will be taking out my notes in a few minutes time and while i will be reading them, the feeling i get will only be that of "IRONY"!! May be the world i lived in is ironic to the extent of being ridiculous... Or may be i have reached a cross road where taking the first step towards one route causes me to drool at the prospects of the other... Imagine going to an interview and think about trying to land our hands at other jobs! HA...ironic isn't it? We have always hear things like "go do what you want", "believe in yourself", "aim and achieve". BUT those are only on the pretext that you already know what you want! The problem is: I know NUTS about what i want...
Why must everything have pros and cons? Can't they be straight forward? Makes life easier if things are less complicated and we do not have to content with what we will be missing out. Example? Chasing the sexy bloke and forgoing the chance to go out with the beautiful ones! Life is like an oversized menu... We go to restuarants pondering what to eat, come to school choosing what subjects to take, go shopping choosing what shoes to buy, live our lives choosing who to walk besides... Never can we be contented because there are always other choices... Choices that gives you another shot at a different life altogether and to not live that different life is really to crave for it, isn't it?
I would love for an exciting life but sometimes it is really not possible unless i live another one... Maybe being contented is enough but it never is going to really convince me... i will just have to suffer the fate of my choices... Though not all my choices are bad, some however are that of uncertainties... Should i stand at the cross road and wait for the sexy bloke and the beautiful lady to come? Or bash my way out looking for the unexplored? No one can give me any inkling as to what i have to deal with... I hope it is not too much...
After reading this, you will feel that the above gives you nothing at all. You will not take anything away from it and it will not value add you... "Life just dont value add you in any way... If it does, you should feel enriched, but that is never going to be the case because for everything that you try to achieve, you left some down the road that fails to get picked up..."For that, this post is just nothing.... So discard everthing that you have read and "Go ahead to get what you want!"...
"what you cannot get is what you would most ultimately wished to pocess"
"Grass is always greener on the other side..."
Why must everything have pros and cons? Can't they be straight forward? Makes life easier if things are less complicated and we do not have to content with what we will be missing out. Example? Chasing the sexy bloke and forgoing the chance to go out with the beautiful ones! Life is like an oversized menu... We go to restuarants pondering what to eat, come to school choosing what subjects to take, go shopping choosing what shoes to buy, live our lives choosing who to walk besides... Never can we be contented because there are always other choices... Choices that gives you another shot at a different life altogether and to not live that different life is really to crave for it, isn't it?
I would love for an exciting life but sometimes it is really not possible unless i live another one... Maybe being contented is enough but it never is going to really convince me... i will just have to suffer the fate of my choices... Though not all my choices are bad, some however are that of uncertainties... Should i stand at the cross road and wait for the sexy bloke and the beautiful lady to come? Or bash my way out looking for the unexplored? No one can give me any inkling as to what i have to deal with... I hope it is not too much...
After reading this, you will feel that the above gives you nothing at all. You will not take anything away from it and it will not value add you... "Life just dont value add you in any way... If it does, you should feel enriched, but that is never going to be the case because for everything that you try to achieve, you left some down the road that fails to get picked up..."For that, this post is just nothing.... So discard everthing that you have read and "Go ahead to get what you want!"...
"what you cannot get is what you would most ultimately wished to pocess"
"Grass is always greener on the other side..."
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
小人物
我没有想过要把自己的见解塞满谁的脑袋
我没有想过要去侵犯谁的敏感地代
我的思维再细腻也只是为了合乎自己的情绪
就算是在怎么不堪一击
道出的都是自己经历的人生戏剧
伟大的事留给别人去忙碌
周遭的小小事务我来全情投入
独木桥的不拥挤
我想我能走出自己
阳光大道散发的光芒
我害怕会被刺伤
在人生的路途上
知己难寻
我有的猪朋狗友让我珍惜于关心
风花雪月的爱情我不谈过
简简单单的爱比较适合心情
今天到回家的感觉竟是这几天来
最快乐的事家的咖啡
溢出一些些温暖的可贵
这就是我的世界
我应该说是小人物的世界。。。
我没有想过要去侵犯谁的敏感地代
我的思维再细腻也只是为了合乎自己的情绪
就算是在怎么不堪一击
道出的都是自己经历的人生戏剧
伟大的事留给别人去忙碌
周遭的小小事务我来全情投入
独木桥的不拥挤
我想我能走出自己
阳光大道散发的光芒
我害怕会被刺伤
在人生的路途上
知己难寻
我有的猪朋狗友让我珍惜于关心
风花雪月的爱情我不谈过
简简单单的爱比较适合心情
今天到回家的感觉竟是这几天来
最快乐的事家的咖啡
溢出一些些温暖的可贵
这就是我的世界
我应该说是小人物的世界。。。